#11 Forsaken

 



Don't you ever forget what it was like to hold yourself up like that, 

with your tragedy in your arm, the one you wrote yourself. 

It was pitch black that night 

                                                               I don't even think

                                                                                   the moon showed 

                                                                                                          her face. 


Who knows why she did what she did next. 

The sound of silence is so heavy and loud before glass crashes, 

this magical sound of crystals, 

                                                         smashes the ground 

                                                                             your reality 

                                                                                       shattered and the only thought that mattered was

please let this be a papercut,

please let this be a papercut,

please let this be a papercut,

                                                                      you prayed

                                                                              and really your greatest sin was

                                                                                               for staying -


Sin, sin,

 it's sharp, at that angle- a

 word, sin 


The moon watches in horror, 

it's too late for divine intervention

                                                           it's like watching

                                                                       an angel fall.

                                                                                  When angels bleed it means they're only human,

No one comes. That's the scariest part. 

Angels are also afraid to die,

                                                            and by some miracle

                                                                       the major cut below my elbow 

                                                                                   missed but the word 

                                                                                            laceration 

                                                                                   cuts through me every time -

those words are sharp. Don't you forget this. my hand is wasting away,

 same with the stories and things you wanted to say, 

You should see her face, moon, since you stood by and watched her do what she did. next,

you'll be saying you tried to help her but she 

                                                                                       just  

                                                                                      didn't

                                                                                      listen.

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

The Orange Tree By The Ocean // a poem

Review: At the Edge of the Orchard

Rascal Does Not Dream of Bunny Girl Senpai // Review